Is That It?

I’m good , I’m bad
I’m well...... well not so much
I see endless possibilities waiting for me .......I see endless possibilities slipping through my fingers.
"The young shall grow" I think not..... I jumped through the growth loop and ended up at the adult section
I the young never grew
now I’m left with two impossible possibilities
too old to be young
to young to be old
Stuck in my time warp of
failed projects and blatant disobedience
"If I knew the things I knew 10 years back" would I be braver, more daring to try out this new world..... The young shall grow... I grew, but way too fast.